I started "running" sometime middle of last year (2012) after....well, after I got caught up in a bad break up. I kinda knew it was coming so initiated a "recovery" protocol to somehow "heal"myself. I knew it as one way to keep my mind "racing" and heart "pumping" (whatever was left of it :( and get myself out of a funk fast was to pre-occupy and keep myself "busy" with something I don't normally do (or havent really done before). And, it should be something I could do by myself - anytime and anywhere with much consistency. No other physical activity (after trying basketball and golf) fit the bill perfectly other than Running. It "exhausted" me so much that I tired myself out and got me into dreamless sleeping most nights and days too after runs.
It helped a lot, especially when I started to take it more "seriously and in style" by getting myself
Nike+ Running shoes, gear and devices (Sportband & Android Running App) last August (2012). I wished I had done it a lot sooner before the Olympics (that would have gotten me the very limited and once only
Game On World badge, to add to my trophies collection). This made "running" more "motivational" for me (I know, its silly). But that being said, the
Nike+ program enabled me to get even more motivated to continue "running" as well as keep track of my "progress". At the same time I gained back some sort of competition and community...and perhaps, a little bit of my dignity.
Anyway, nowadays I'm back to becoming "frustrated" again ever since I started replaying the
Nike Fuel Missions at hard levels (my initial goal actually was just to get all my Mission scores to over a 1000 points on each level). But as in love, luck and my "not-for-lack-of-trying" attitude in life, I "had" to replay all the Mission Levels on "Hard". And now, I'm "stuck" at Mission no.5 (>_<) after my 3rd attempt this week (my 8th in the last month or so). And end up with runs like this:
And this...which really "bummed" me out the past couple of days.....(considering I already passed it with a 1,270 NikeFuel score, and yet for a "glitch" in Nike+ Mission's system I got an "epic" fail)
Unbelievable!!!! (>_<) I feel "emptied" out after that run....it took me a couple of days to (even think) of "trying" again, but still failing to go over the 1,250 mark in 30 minutes or less...Ugggghhhh....well, at least I broke several speed records along the attempts (both in Miles and in Kilometers) plus the much "vaunted or daunted(?)" 5K in less than 30minutes (it now stands at 28:34). Somewhat a significant consolation, but still this Mission attempt(s) is driving me silly.